You will never find me.

Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts

Realities tattooed to the inside of my skull, highlighting my dreams

Word bubbling to the surface

Their heat pulsating, dancing under my tongue

Sometimes I can't control these feverous bursts

Words exploding through my pores

Spilling over my lips

All over my chest

Running down my skin

Passing in between my thighs

Sliding down calves

Words getting lost in my curves

So I forever keep these emotions stained on my skin

There are words all over the floor, the walls, the chair, table top, the bed, staining silk sheets

There aren't enough seconds in a day to explain

To clean up this mess

There aren't enough seconds to say all I need to say

So these weighted words stay brick-heavy, glued to the surfaces

You trip over them

Fall, broken, bloody & bruised

I wish I could help you, heal you

But I'm becoming one with this mess
Soon enough I'll be fragments of my thoughts

Scattered all over these surfaces

Hidden inside their cracks

You will never find me.