Dancing under the moonlight

Waves crashing along the shoreline

The sand, rough under my toes

A part of me rips away and gets lost in this relentless wind

A part of me drowns in the water

A part of me disinigrates under the stars' burning eyes

You left me here to die

I offered you my love

You injected me with suffering

I offered you courage

You poisioned me with fear

I offered you my thoughts

You presented me with silence

I offered you a new beginning

You showed me the last page

My destiny includes you

But you have stained me with rejection

With neglect
You've pushed me to the edge

And I'm ready to jump

Falling carelessly through the wistful air

This unforgiving stain remains permanent on my skin

These marks made by love-making

Only there was never really any love

We were just making

Making what?

A memory for you to eventually extract

For you to lose

Did we ever gain anything?

I gained the knowledge of never knowing what affection really is

There were different positions, different passions riveting through my body

Yet my mind is disconnected from the flesh

Emotionless

Craving what you fail to create

My heart tries to be apathetic

But the pieces of the picture we are creating are everywhere

And I'm getting lost among the fragments of my imagination

Feelings are awakened

Of lost hope, of pain no medicine can cure

Pain can't ever be cured and that's my problem, isn't it?

Tell me what you think

You whisper, "there is nothing to fear"

But then you let go of my hand

And leave me with savages

Abandoned

Nothing to fear

All I've ever feared was not having anything to lose

So I guess you're right

There really is nothing to fear

I am tired of waiting for you

I will stay sheltered

You stay a malignant force

But you will harm me no more.