You ruined me.

My skin itches to know you

My voice screams to feel you

My words escape these sinful lips

And fall, so deep into the core of the misunderstanding we created

This mutual physical connection we had

But yet lacking so much emotion

Drained of love..hope..hate

Every last drop of sentiment squeezed right out

My heart aches for you

Where ever it may reside

Sometimes i feel like i am so close to feeling it

Heartbeat pounding inches away from my fingertips

But as quickly as I come close to it

I lose you

In the rumble & tumble of our bodies in the sheets

I lose the person I've been yearning to know

I could've given you everything you deserve and more

You're WORTH it in my book

But i'm running out of pages for these excuses

These sentences scripted to push me away

To dismiss me

These words, weighted on your tongue

Have burdened me

I walk

Back crooked from the rejection heavy on my shoulders

Disappointment rushes through my veins and straight into my heart

With every text you choose not to send

With every phone call never placed

Every thought, feeling, action never processed

I begin to lose myself as well

These cold sheets that shelter body heat

The fire, burning in the pit of my stomach

The feeling coarsing down between my thighs

As you touch me there

My soul

My heart

Cries

These evaporated tears that you will never taste as you brush your lips upon my skin

All of what we are

is a MYTH

Will forever be remembered, but NEVER believed

or RETOLD

just remembered...

as a distant truth

a distant...heartbreak

I have sheltered myself from your pain as long as I can

But soon

Wounds are RE-OPENED

and this feeling

BLEEDS.